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  “I want you,” I told her as I pulled away to kiss her jaw. My words became clear in my head as I blinked and tried to force my strong desire away. “I want to see you come.” I lifted her up onto the counter and she groaned as I spread her legs open.

  Chapter 19: Molly

  The second my ass hit the counter, I froze. I was incredibly turned on yet also scared as he pressed into me, his cock hard against my soft, wet core. I knew that there was a part of me that wanted him to strip me bare and take me right here and now, but I’d never get my first time back. I’d hate to give in and then lose Robert, since I was getting attached to him. How much would it hurt if I was that intimate with him? Lance was devastating enough with his cruel words and behavior. I stilled against him and Robert pulled away to look into my eyes. “Are you okay?”

  I remained quiet for a moment as he dropped his hands, taking a step back. “I’m sorry.” I slid down to the floor and pressed my hand to my face as I took a deep breath. “I just got scared.”

  “That moved fast. I didn’t think about what I said and then the counter…I just lost control for a moment.” Robert told me as he set about plating some of the food to heat up.

  “It isn’t that I don’t want you as well,” I assured him as he smiled and nodded. He’d loaded up a plate with two pieces of chicken, some of the potato wedges and a roll. He looked like he was in heaven.

  “This looks great. Thank you,” Robert popped the plate into the microwave and I relaxed for a moment. “You made this for them?”

  “Noel taught me how to do it and Marta taught her. I just join in because Marta deserves a break. She does so much for everyone.” I laughed. “She made the cookies yesterday though and I saved those for here. I wanted to share some of the meal with you.” I reached for that bag and removed two as he chuckled. “I’d like to cook for you here.”

  “After I do it for you first, sure.” Robert pulled the plate from the microwave and carried a beer with him to the couch as I followed. I watched him, seeing how amazing he looked as I wondered why he was with me. Any other woman would’ve gone with that back there for Robert. It was one of the hottest moments I’d ever experienced and my body was still tight with need. I still wanted him and I considered the night ahead as I nibbled on a bite of the rich treat. I could take care of him a little more than before since I wasn’t ready to give myself completely to him. I could make him happy because I needed to touch that gorgeous body. I liked seeing him break under me.

  I was always getting the pleasure from him. Robert must go to sleep so tense after the things that we did. Tonight, he would feel it as well and I smiled at the thought.

  He finished his plate, full of praise for Noel and me before he went to wash it. I gathered my backpack and carried it to the bathroom before returning to the living room, seeing it empty. I walked into the kitchen and found him just finishing. Wrapping my arms around his waist, I squeezed tightly and breathed him in. I was throbbing from want as I inhaled the outdoor scent that was all Robert and one of my hands slipped down to the waistband of his sweats. He tensed and I moved to kiss his back. “Come to bed.”

  “Okay,” he murmured, turning as I stepped back. His eyes were wide as he stared at me, but I couldn’t miss the doubt that was on his face. I reached down to take his hand and lead the way, feeling my heart jump in my chest.

  We walked into the large room and I freed my hair from the ponytail, shaking it out as I gathered my strength. I glanced at Robert as he watched me with darkening eyes, pleased that I did this to him. “It was uncomfortable earlier and I apologize,” I started as I lifted my sweater over my head. “It just caught me off guard.” I moved towards him, kissing him as I slid my arms around his neck.

  Robert pulled me against him as my nipples hardened under the t-shirt that I was wearing. I skipped a bra for this trip, all too aware of what happened to my clothes over here. He slid his tongue into my mouth and I felt the same intensity as earlier, only I wasn’t going to freeze up. I was going to touch him, feel him and fight with my head to decide what I wanted. I had a beautiful man that wanted me and there was no reason I should hold onto my virginity, not at this age. It was time to start living and put Lance behind me. I didn’t need to be scared any longer.

  It was Robert that moved back and lifted the shirt over my head. His hands cupped me, stroking my nipples as I gasped. “I’ve been thinking about this all day. I was half-hard most of it thinking about you.” I stared at him as he smiled at me. “I had to play boss at work too, so there was some adrenaline involved.” I imagined him bossing me around and moaned as one hand slid down his tight body to stroke the bulge in his pants. My core softened and ached as he groaned my name and I squeezed a little tighter.

  Robert backed us up to the bed and pressed me down as I stared up at him. He slid the sweats down, revealing his hard cock as I wiggled out of my jeans. I only wore a lace thong that I’d recently been brave enough to purchase. Robert stared at me before he joined me on the bed, crawling over me to kiss me hungrily. I wrapped my hand around him, stroking up and down as he grunted and moved with my touch. His hand slid between my legs to find my clit, making me gasp his name.

  Robert moved to his back and told me to straddle his face as I blushed. I complied and looked at my pussy positioned above his mouth as he slipped the material aside to lick me. My eyes moved to him and I took his cock in my hand again, stroking him slow and hard as my body heated up to his mouth. I bent over slowly, my mouth close to him as I looked at the drops oozing out of his tip.

  Lance begged for me to do this for him, but he was always so rough with me that I refused. I knew how he’d be and I wanted this particular act to go at my speed, and I stroked my thumb over him as he jerked up. I went down further to take him into my mouth, just a little bit as I sucked. Robert locked his arms around my thighs as his tongue found my sensitive bundle of nerves, his moan reverberating through me as I parted my lips for a moment. I recovered and focused on my task, sinking further down his body as our groans filled the air.

  I came first and Robert warned me that he was close as I backed away, scared of the volume of his release. I rolled onto my back and my body screamed for him as I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Robert bent over me, his hand on himself as he aimed for my stomach. He came, crying my name as heat washed over my skin. He made quick work of getting a damp towel to clean me off before dropping beside me and sliding his hand between my legs as I groaned. “That felt so good, Molly. Your mouth is perfect.”

  I could only feel his hands stroking me and parting me. “I want you,” I murmured, knowing exactly what I meant as the words slipped out.

  “What?” Robert breathed as he paused, staring at me. I couldn’t even think how long I’d known him but my need for Robert had been instant as well as constant. He was the right choice no matter what happened in the future. How often would I feel this way about a man in my life?

  “Take me,” I whispered as I opened my eyes. Staring bravely at him, I slipped my hand over his and slid his fingers inside of me. My pussy was sensitive and hot as we moved together, and I smiled as his lips covered one nipple to suck gently.

  “Are you sure?” Robert asked me as I looked into his eyes.

  “I want you. I can’t hold out forever and you’re the right one.” Robert reached over to the drawer beside the bed and got a condom out as I felt my heart pound in my chest. I was really going to do this.

  “I’ll make this the best night of your life,” Robert promised me as he went to his knees to roll it over his length. I watched quietly as he swallowed and moved between my thighs, positioning himself before leaning down to kiss me. Our lips parted, tongues meeting as he slid slowly inside of me, spreading me open. I moaned softly as he inched slowly inside, kissing him eagerly as I memorized these feelings.

  There was a pinch and I froze for a moment as Robert went a little deeper, then paused as he kissed my face. It wasn’t a horrible pain and as the seconds pa
ssed, I felt it fading away as I was replaced with need. I rocked my hips impatiently, making him grunt as he sank inside of me. I wrapped my legs around him tightly to hold him close, feeling our bodies touching as I stroked his back. “Are you sure you’ve never done this?” Robert asked in a hoarse voice as he looked down at me.

  “Positive,” I replied as he moved back to thrust inside of me again.

  Chapter 20: Robert

  Molly was so tight and welcoming. I tried to slow down but I needed to be inside of her, listening closely as she moaned and moved with me. I knew that this had to hurt on some level but it had been a long time since I’d been with a woman for the first time. I forgot how fucking good it felt and felt the stirring deep inside that told me I was going to blow my load earlier than I wanted to. Some control I had after building hers up. I pressed in and out of her a few more times, hearing her cry out and tighten around me as I let out a garbled moan. “I’m going to come, Molly. Let it go for me.”

  She jerked against me as I released, her own heat washing over me. Jesus, I’d never felt this good inside of a woman before and I relaxed on my arms above her body as she trembled violently. Once she seemed to regain her composure, I rolled onto my back to take care of the condom so I could toss it into the trash beside the bed. Once that was done, I looked over at her, seeing her eyes closed as she took a deep, slow breath. “Are you okay, Molly?”

  A burst of giggles rose from her as she looked into my eyes. “That was incredible. I have spent the last few years being so scared that it was going to hurt or that I’d regret it, but then I met you. I just knew that you were the one.”

  “It didn’t hurt too badly?” I rolled to my side so I could trace her skin, not wanting any distance between us.

  “There was a moment where it did, when you stopped for me. That helped a lot and then I just wanted you moving inside of me.” She turned to her side and leaned over for a soft kiss as I admitted silently that I’d just made love for the first time in my life. “Now I can’t wait to do it again.”

  Here was the hard part. I had certain needs that I liked her, all revolving around my dominant nature. It was at work as well as home and watching a woman do anything that I asked to please me was one of the hottest things in existence. Molly was new to all of this and if I brought it up, maybe we could compromise for a little while. It was odd that I had a woman at work that would do anything I asked of her, yet I only wanted the one that was in my arms right now. “Let’s take it easy tonight. You might be a bit sore.”

  “Tomorrow morning?” Molly asked me, making me hard all over again. There was nothing more that I wanted in the morning then to take her on her knees, deep and rough and I cleared my throat.

  “Sure, baby. Tomorrow. Get some sleep,” I said as she smiled at me for a long moment. I watched her as she snuggled closer to me, kissing my skin as I stroked her hair. I didn’t know all the details about her ex, but she’d been scared a few times with me. Fuck, it had only been a few times that we’d been intimate at all. I started to question if I’d just taken advantage of her in a weak moment, but the smile on her face told me otherwise. Her breathing evened out and I kissed her hair, pressing my lips to her damp scalp as I closed my eyes for a moment.

  I’d always used women before this, making it clear that I was only in a relationship for one thing. I explained that I didn’t do commitment. I never slept with a woman in my bed multiple times in a row either, and the ones that I did wake up with were typically the result of a one night stand. Fuck me. I cared about Molly and I imagined sleeping without her heat beside me.

  I moved to my back and stared at the ceiling, lit by the moon outside. The night was peaceful around me as I breathed in the scent of Molly and our union. It made me never want to wash the sheets again, something that made me shake my head with a slow smile. What the fuck was happening to me?

  In the morning, Molly’s phone chimed but I was aware of something else before it registered with me. There was a hot, wet mouth wrapped around my cock and I reached down to feel Molly, resisting the urge to pull her hair. “What are you doing?”

  “I thought that you might like to wake up like this. I couldn’t sleep after a certain point, and I touched you. You were…hard, so I thought I’d try.” I heard the shyness in her voice as she spoke from under the covers, the doubt filling the room.

  “You’re perfect, Molly. I love waking up this way,” I assured her as I let my hand buy her head gently, urging her over my body again. Again, it wasn’t long before she was urging me close to an orgasm and I told her that I wanted to be inside of her again. Molly pulled away from my cock and moved up my body as I took a breath. “I need a condom,” I told her as her pussy pressed against me, stroking back and forth over it as I grunted. “You’re going to get me off too early this way. Fuck, Molly. You feel so good.” I knew that my mouth was getting out of control with her but I couldn’t contain it any longer. I wanted to tie her up and tell her every dirty thing that I’d ever wanted to do to her.

  “I got on the pill when Noel did back in college, if there’s nothing else to worry about,” she told me as our eyes locked.

  “I have always been safe and get tested on a regular basis. You’re the first woman I’ve been with for a couple of months and I’m never bare.” The last woman had been a bit clingy and helped my decision to leave Southern California. Molly smiled weakly and moved to her knees, straddling my body so my cock was at her entrance.

  Fuck, fuck, fuck.

  I knew how this was going to feel and as she dropped onto me, I was deep inside of her wet pussy. She kept going, filling herself with me as I gripped her hips. She stayed still for a moment before rising to take me again, finding a rhythm as she bobbed over my cock. Molly did it that way for a while before she pressed her lips together and leaned forward, changing it up a bit. Holy hell. She was so clingy around me as she moved and I closed my eyes and memorized it. I moved one hand up to cup her nipple in my hand, testing the waters by pinching it lightly. As she jerked, Molly let out a ragged moan and I knew that she liked the feeling. She rode me harder, back and forth and I knew that I was going to come soon.

  She needed to first. I had to feel her like this. I took a hold of her and started thrusting inside of her as she pressed her small hands against my chest and whimpered.

  In and out.

  I buried myself inside of her and kept moving until I felt her tighten, just before heat washed over me.

  I moved inside of her fast and hard at the point, feeding my addiction until I was filling her. Molly cried out my name as she felt it, out juices mixing as she dropped over me. She reached over to silence the phone that had been going on the entire time, filling the room with our breaths. “This is by far one of the best mornings of my life,” I murmured as I stroked the damp skin of her back softly, feeling her heart beating against me.

  “I know. I don’t want to get out of bed at all,” she murmured as I longed for a day in bed with this beautiful woman. “Want to take a shower with me?”

  “Sure,” I responded, hard again at the thought. This woman was consuming me and we relaxed for a few more moments before making our way to the bathroom. I watched as she washed herself off before lifting her into my arms and kissing her gently. “Can I?”

  “Yes,” Molly breathed before I pressed her against the tile and slid inside of her. We were rushing by the time the shower ended and she brushed her hair, winding it into a messy bun on her head before putting on some mascara and lip stain. Molly dressed in her work clothes as I grabbed some clean running clothes and shoes, leading the way to the garage.

  “You’re going to look for a car today?” I asked as I backed out of the driveway slowly.

  “I have one picked out from the website. It’s a four runner that’s about ten years old. They’re giving me a great deal on it but Keith wants to look it over,” I heard the laughter in her voice as I glanced behind me to make sure the road was clear. “I think he’s been talki
ng to my dad.”

  “Are you going to see your parents for the holidays?” I asked her as I headed towards the cafe.

  “They don’t have anyone there so Marta invited them to join us. She’s gotten closer to them over the last few years and Mom’s dying to see the cafe. I think they’d consider making the move here if a few visits went well. I’d love that.” I saw her smile in the light from the street as I pulled up next to Caleb. He nodded at me and I rolled down my window to greet him as I squeezed Molly’s hand. Noel pulled up and chatted with him while I kissed Molly goodbye, feeling something different in this kiss.

  She smiled at me with a knowing look in her eyes before sliding out of the car. They walked with Caleb to the door as I watched for a moment, still in some disbelief over the happenings of last night. I had energy flowing steadily through me as I returned home and went for a long run, replaying everything in my mind. I went to get some coffee from Molly, needing to see her smile as she blushed at the sight of me. I was addicted to the strong roast and sweet muffin every day though Molly brought them over to my house at the end of the week sometimes. I told her that I wanted to order a couple dozen for the base on Friday since we were having a retirement lunch for one of the guys. I figured that would be a nice breakfast before the catered meal.

  I didn’t stay long today since I had to get to work, but I told her to call me when she knew something about the car. She nodded and watched me leave, her eyes bright with need as I forced myself through the glass doors. When I walked into the building whistling, Michael glanced at me with a raised eyebrow. “What has you in such a good mood?”

  “I had my coffee,” I replied as he smirked. I went into my office and got everything going in there, checking to make sure that we were in the classroom today. I looked at the students to see that Olivia’s fling wasn’t above the rest due to the affair, and he was actually doing slightly worse than some of the others. Maybe he wasn’t the hot shot that he perceived himself to be. I headed to the classroom when it was time, sitting in the back as Michael joined me.